I’m a horny monster and he is not

My currents boyfriend and I have been dating for almost 2 years now and it’s been going great. Before I dated him the idea of love and sex seemed so scary and out of reach for me but being with him and his willingness to go at my pace has made all those fears disappear which is where my problem begins. You see, my fellow ladies, I have gone from being terrified of sex and a catholic upbringing to being a *hypersexual monster*. This is great and all but my boyfriend is pretty chill about sex for a 19 year old boy. I’m happy with my relationship and I love him but I feel so gross and guilty for always being down to fuck when he isn’t. I know I shouldn’t feel like this and the fact that I do makes it all so much worse but idk what to do anymore. We’ve talked about it but there isn’t a whole lot that can be done here and I don’t wanna leave just because I’m thirsty because my boyfriend is amazing. At this point I just feel so alone in being so enthusiastic compared to him and women around me. This just turned into a rant lol but advice on stopping this internalized bs is welcomed💚💚💚💚