Nesting and stressed. just need to vent 🥺

I’m guessing its so hard because I’m in a small room compared to a big house. My husband and I are getting a divorce due to him cheating, and he’s moved to another state and I’m with my parents.

This is our first child and in our house we had a room for a nursery and two large closets in her room, just so much room and ive gone from that to a smaller room to share with her ( which I am SO thankful to be here) I really am, I love being here and having so much support but I’m so frustrated and can’t seem to get anything right.

Today I started to just go crazy and try and organize everything and I’m getting frustrated and my poor momma wants to order these closets organizers like 5 of them but my closet is SO tiny and it’s tall enough to add a short cubical and her clothes won’t touch the top so I can put her lotions and stuff, blankets and I just wanna wait to order some of the organizers until I know for sure we will have room for them because I really need all the space I can get for her clothes And my momma is getting frustrated but I can’t help it I just need to know it’s perfect 😭 and if we have room I will love to order them but they are the ones that are wide and have drawers but I’m using the short cubical for some of that stuff.

So I’m sitting her bawling because I want to do this, this has been my dream and if something don’t seem like its gonna work I tend to panic a little more. And she’s getting upset 🥺🥺😭 I know she’s trying to help but I just have to take it one step at a time other wise I get overwhelmed and panic. 😭 not sure if that’s normal or not but if I have so many different things on my mind and to do I panic. So I focus on little at a time.

Maybe I’m just emotional . I can’t seem to fight it. But I did organize her drawer and my momma is ordering drawer organizers so we can separate socks, mittens, etc. so I’m excited about those!!!