I’m pregnant...

I recently got out of the most toxic relationship (& when I say recent I mean 3 days ago!) I’ve missed 2 periods and have been feeling weird lately. I took a test today and it came out positive. He saw the test and said I’m making it up or that it’ll be gone by tomorrow. I’m nowhere near financially stable to care for a kid on my own & live out of state from my family. I fear that if I move back home my parents will be disappointed with me for getting pregnant out of marriage (they’re Hispanic parents on the traditional side) I can’t stay with my ex. He’s so toxic through our 4 years together he has cheated on me, talked to other girls behind my back, went on dates and stayed over at other girls houses saying he was “out with the guys”. I don’t know what to do.

I feel that an abortion is the way to go for me but idk how I feel about it or how it would make me feel once it’s done.

I just need someone to give me some advice and listen.