Moving was the biggest mistake 🥺

I’m 22, my BF is 24 & we have a 1 year old. Last year we got our first apartment & loved it. It felt like home & just good memories. We moved 4 months ago to something bigger & since I’ve been on the search to move again. I’m grateful to have a roof over our heads but just feel like this isn’t us. I realized I had everything I needed at my last apartment & just feel stuck. We lost our kitchen table screws, our couch is broken & baby’s crib lost from moving here. How? No idea.. not only that but this house was infested with roaches the landlord recently bombed it which is a lot better now but idk just doesn’t feel like home.. looking to move into a new apartment but is this me? Am I gonna be miserable somewhere else?! How can I just make the best out of this situation? Maybe because the first apartment was naturally cuter? This one is a lot bigger but lots of imperfections here.. idk 😐 I’m getting sad cus I don’t wanna be here for thanksgiving.. need advice.