So heartbroken about ectopic

I’ve had my first pregnancy back in March and it was ectopic. Had my right tube taken as it already ruptured and I was bleeding.

I was sooo excited to see a positive pregnancy test a week ago, I didn’t think it will be this fast (just three normal cycles after my surgery). 5 days ago I started bleeding and having cramps on my left side. Had an ultrasound and blood tests (doctors thought I had an early miscarriage) and turned out my HCG levels didn’t drop, but rose (didn’t double). Now they suspect I’m having a second ectopic in my only remaining tube. I’m so heartbroken, doctor said it’s probably best to take my only tube in case it’s an ectopic.

I had absolutely no risk factors, went to an gyno before TTC and she said everything looks great. My surgeon told me my remaining tube looks good and they see no reason to check if it’s blocked or not. I’m just devastated, if it’s indeed ectopic, then my only way of having a baby is IVF. I never thought I’m gonna be here: 31 yo and broken. I feel like my body betrayed me, I feel like a total let down.