As everyone knows the Covid virus is still around. I got into an argument with some of my family members but the biggest problem was with my so called “aunt”. They keep asking when am I coming down to Maryland or when I’m available. I told them the first weekends of the month I’m able to come down but it was not set in stone that I would be coming down the first weekend in October. I have a 1 year old son and they mainly want to see him. But with the virus going on I don’t want me or my son to be around a large crowd of people. So my cousin says but you go work, you went to get your nails done and you went to the zoo. So I replied “anything else?” Like is their anything else you want to tell me that I do. Everything went left from there. Long story short my aunt spoke down on me baddddddddddddddddd. She said I’m not independent, I’m still living at home with my mom in the projects and I’m underemployed like I’ve never heard any bs like that ever in my life. Like I already feel bad about myself and my mom told me I shouldn’t but I’ve always felt bad about myself especially after having a baby 1 year ago. I already feel like I’m not doing enough for me and my child. But I am raising him to the best of my ability. My aunt made it seem like her kids are better than me because they have a better job than I do and they don’t live in the “projects” they live in houses.

So if my aunt feels like I’m less than then why would she want to be around my son? He’s a major part of me.