My mom had told me that my brother thinks I'm a lowlife I had to move back in with my parents due to where we were staying at not being safe I'm in my mid 20's have a daughter and I work as a teacher assistant for behavioral needs kids and I'm going to start going to college to be a teacher I'm recently engaged but everything I do I do for my family. My daughter always comes first and due to my mental health issues and not choosing to take prescription medications I smoke weed of course not around my daughter but my daughter is taken care of and has everything she needs and more. Now my brother has a step sister on our bio dads side and he sees her more successful than me mind you she is the type who would dump her kid to go out and party all night long and now she's pregnant with a different guy and I'm sure she's trying to trap him because he's in the navy because her mom taught her to rely on a man and a man who has money any who it just hurts I know I'm not a low life but to hear that that is how my brother views me all because I I smoke when little does he know I have tried prescription meds and it made me worse to the point I was having and contemplating on killing myself like he views that at being more successful than me hurts we used to be so close and hearing that honestly angers and breaks me. I just needed to rant a little bit so Thanks for listening