Loosing the baby 🥺 no heart beat just a vent 💔

Went in today for my (7week Ultrasound) and from the jump going in I already knew I was going to be “a little bit behind” but today took my for a spin of emotions . My “baby” since my first scan @ 5weeks was measuring (2) days behind . And each scan from them was the same (2) days behind . Today @ my 7 week scan which would actually be (6w5) we saw fetal pole , yolk sac and a grows GS , there was just no heart beat , and my doctor said by now I should have had one . And now the baby is MEASURING A WEEK BEHIND. So it’s just getting worse , so basically my doctor told me to prepare for a miscarriage 😟 which then I broke down , but then she gave us the option to come back in a week and check one final time or just call it quits . So we decided to wait at least till Wednesday, and if then there no heart beat ... then I will go through with the miscarriage surgery 💔 ! I’m devastated.. I feel like for the last year of trying we get closer and closer and this has been by far the closest we’ve ever been and BOMB just like that it’s GONE . Idk know if miracles happen but I would sure love one from here to Wednesday.