Got drunk last night

So, I’ve had a really hard week. A family friend got my kids yesterday and asked to keep them over night. So, I told her she could and I went to my best friends house. We’ve been friends for like 10 years. I told her I just wanted to drink and have a good time, to relieve stress, and ya know.. Well, we start drinking and it’s her and her husband, myself, her next door neighbors (they’re married), and another girl from another apartment.

We took it back to our teen years and played beer pong. At first it was me and my best friends husband playing the couple from next door. My best friend wasn’t ready to play yet. We had a good time. Played a few more games. She finally comes in and teams up with her husband. Alls good. I’m sitting back feeling good, enjoying myself, laughing, and having a grand time. Then she wants to go inside and play Mario cart with her female next door neighbor. I’m not one to sit and play video games, so I stayed outside and continued to play beer pong. Then other neighbors started piling in to play. No biggie. We had a GREAT time. Her and her next door neighbor come out and tell their husbands their going to bed. We continued to play. Then when we finally cleared all the alcohol we sat around the table talking. My best friends husband then goes on to ask me if I had a good time. I told him I had an amazing time. He then went on to tell me that he absolutely loved my best friend and the children they have together. He adores her and yadda yadda. I really wanted her to know even when he’s drunk he’s so in love with her. But, instead of being happy she seemed pissed. Turns out while I was in the house peeing before they went to bed they made remarks to both of their husbands they were flirting with me and shit. But they never came to me about it? I was just vibing and enjoying myself. I myself am married and never once thought they were flirting. Anyways.. She’s upset with me and being super short now. I’m honestly kinda notes because this woman has known me for 10 years and I’ve never given her a reason not to trust me. I can understand her neighbor being upset because she doesn’t know me or know that I’m not only faithful but I also would NEVER entertain a man in a relationship.

If you got this far thank you for letting me vent. I’m 3 dpo today and honestly for the first time in a year I hope this wasn’t our month.

Ugh.