Hey guys I really need your help!

So a little backstory, I am a senior in high school, and my boyfriend goes to a local college in my town. We have been dating for the past two years now. He is a great guy. He has had some anxiety issues & separation struggles (like not being together all the time) towards our relationship, but he tries so hard to get better and work on himself. He has a great family & there isn’t much I would want to change about him!

But, as of the past maybe 4-5 months, I haven’t been feeling as “in love” as I used to. I know I love him, and think I always will, but I do not feel certain I am in love anymore. Is there such thing as falling out of love?

We have talked about this recently, because I finally reached my breaking point, and decided we would hang out way less in oppose to taking a break or something, to kind of see if I miss him. It’s been a couple days and I don’t really miss him, but the thought of breaking up makes me so sad. I would lose a great guy, his great family, and for what? I will admit I feel a little held back by him, in regards to where I can go to school, or the life I’ll eventually pursue, but I’m not actually for sure that is him holding me back, or me using him as an excuse for my own behavior. I sometimes feel like this relationship depresses me. I can often times feel numb like whatever is going on doesn’t even matter, but I don’t see why it makes me feel that way.

ANY advice that could be offered I would be forever grateful for. Thank you so much.