Hi ladies,

So my ex and I broke up at the very end of 2019....well more he dumped me out of no where over text.

I loved him deeply and it took me a very long time to be able to stop hurting from the break up, especially as he told me he never loved me and just thought he did

....Till this day I still don’t feel safe enough to date someone because of how deceived he made me feel and frankly I’ve lost faith in love.

Well anyway, I was told today that he’s moved on...which is fine, I’m happy for him and the girl looked beautiful from what I was shown, and don’t get me wrong, I’m not one to pry in on his life anymore, the day he left me it hurt too much to even know what he was doing.

All I hope he doesn’t hurt this one and he really does love her and won’t break her heart as he did mine.

I must admit though, I shed a tear because their anniversary is the same day as what ours was.

...felt like a very big slap in face.

I suppose It shouldn’t have felt that way after all this time... and I shouldn’t care really.

I truly do wish him the best, I just wasn’t expecting it to hurt like this.

I guess the date really got to me.

...I almost wish I was never told.

But that’s life.

Am I crazy for feeling this way?

I suppose I really needed to vent but I don’t really trust anyone in my personal life to be able to vent.