Don’t care anymore...

Seems like my relationship has completely lost its fizzle. Almost 38 weeks and he don’t care no more about me it seems like so why should I keep caring. I give up and it is what it is 😞. Not about to keep putting my feelings on the table just for them to be tended to for 2 days and then it’s back to the same thing. No sex, no kissing, I initiate the “I love you”, no compliments, and just no care at all what so ever. No more shedding tears because I’m so much stronger then this.