Baby fever

I have a question more directly for csection mamas.. I had my first baby boy December 24, 2019 by emergency csection. He’s 9 months now, and the hubs has been wanting to try for another the last 2 months. I’ve been wanting to the last month but out of fear, holding back. I took myself of BC 2 weeks ago, still haven’t let him finish in me cause I’m not sure if I’m ready. The only thing holding me back, is that I want to VBAC successfully. You csection mamas, how was your pregnancies and deliveries after your csection babies?