Husband receiving nudes- would this bother you??

This might be a long post, but I’m struggling with knowing how to feel. I found out that my husband payed someone that we know for nude pictures. He claims that they haven’t been talking, and the conversation was strictly price & then the photos. If that isn’t bad enough, this woman is someone that a few years back when we were still dating, I did find FB messages between the two of them that were sexual in nature. So, I’m not sure what to believe. His reason for paying for pictures was that he was “just curious”. She’s kinda nasty in my opinion- so it’s hurtful that he was so interested.

On top of that, I also found out that he is paying for multiple “premium” porn Snapchat accounts of women. In general I accept that men will look at porn, but I feel upset that he’s spending our money on something that you can easily find for free. It also kinda bothers me that he is looking at the same women everyday?

I’m struggling with how big of a deal this is? It makes me extremely upset, and feels like he definitely crossed a line with receiving nudes from someone we know, and have a difficult history with. There have been several issues in the past with him messaging other woman and lying, but I’ve always just forgiven him and moved on because nothing physical ever happened. I’m feeling like I can’t trust him, and am not sure what to do. I’m afraid that this is just going to be my life where he keeps lying to me about different things. It’s crazy how something like this just completely crushes any self-confidence i can build, and how shameful it is knowing that this women knows my husband payed her for nudes, like I’m not enough.

Anyways, I’d love some input if what I’m feeling is normal, and what you guys would do in this situation.