I want to cum!!!!

Hi ladies.. I’m 22.. and married for 7 and a half months now.. I’ve only been with 1 other sexual partner before my husband.. I’ve never been able to finish in my life and my husband usually just lays down when we’re done having “fun” and when he finishes which usually doesn’t take too long. Sometimes i try to avoid sex or just don’t want to have it really because it’s not that enjoyable for me.. it’s kinda awkward during the silence of oral lol.. I need some tips and tricks to make it more enjoyable for me & to help make me cum.. thanks 😅😅