Bleeding

So I’m so devastated. I have been fine with this pregnancy. Like ok no bleeding cramping nothing. Until yesterday I started cramping, but no biggy. Today I woke up and went to get some medication and was cramping a little more. I get home and decide to just bed rest all day. So I wake up from a nap go use the rest room and I wipe and there is blood. Why can’t my baby just be ok. I don’t want any more miscarriage 5 have been enough. I am so sad I know going to the ER. Will be a waste of time if I am miscarrying and it’s just bills added to my account. This just sucks :(