Feeling the most bloated

So I'm literally just going to complain, bare with me haha. And thanks to those who stick around.

I'm on day 2 of my period and I feel sooo bloated. I recently lost 30lbs. I have 60lbs more to go to get to my goal weight. I'm taking my time and loving the process. It's been very healthy this go around (before there was a lot of anger &resentment towards my body)

BUT today I do feel those feelings coming back!! Like, "yeah I made it 30lbs down but there is so much more to do". I saw the photos of myself this past week at my sisters wedding and I thought I'd look better. So that sort of was a gut punch. I know I look better than I would have but sometimes I am shocked at how much I have gained over the years. It feels like a never ending battle.

Thanks for listening to me moap and complain ❤