I feel like I have slight postpartum rage. And I feel awful for my husband. I never yell, I want to scream everyday but acknowledge in my head that it is not helpful or appropriate behavior (baby boy is turning one on 10/9). I just don’t know what to do I take everything out on my husband and I just get so angry over every little thing (never yelling or hitting just silence, sullenness and being passive aggressive) who does SO much for me and baby. I scream “I hate you” inside my head almost every day about him. I almost always rebuff his touch, I just never even want to kiss him, I don’t even know what advice or help I’m looking for at this point. He is a great, very attractive man lol who cooks and cleans and encourages me to sleep in or take baby when I’m stressed or in a bad mood

I really don’t want to take medication I took depression medication years ago , over 10 years, and just really don’t want too. I’m going to stop breastfeeding when he’s one so in a week, do you feel like you’re hormones got back to normal once you stopped breastfeeding? And I guess just any advice? 💜