I need a rant

I feel so overwhelmed today, and I don’t really want to talk to anyone about the full extent of this. So even if no one reads this, I feel like this will help me...

This year has been the worst of my life. My Mum was diagnosed with breast cancer in Feb, the her mum (my gran) was diagnosed in June. My dad has been in hospital 3 times with kidney issues and sepsis, and is now in for a heart issue.

None of my family help at all, so I’m trying to work in a very demanding job, all whilst dropping my gran and mum to appointments and leave clothes and food to my dad (they can’t drive to cancer appointments and can’t get taxis with the pandemic and their immune system). Just to top it all off my mum has decided to relapse today, and I feel like I can’t leave her on her own (she is an alcoholic) because she will drink until she passes out!

Im married and moved out but I feel like they have put so much responsibility on me! I’m at the point now where I just can’t cope with it all, I’m so overwhelmed and feel like I have no help at all, it’s taking a toll on me mentally. I can’t do it anymore and I don’t know what to do 😭😭