Stressed

I’m realizing now that I probably should’ve taken a gap year. I’m a freshman and already falling behind in my first semester. It’s so much harder to pay attention online and I’ve already missed two math quizzes which will probably do a number on my gpa and I’m probably going to fail my computer midterm today. There’s not any class I’m really solid in rn and idk what to do because I don’t know what I want in life. I just feel like crying every time school is brought up because I’m doing so bad.