8w PP

I'm 8 weeks PP and I think PPD is starting to hit again ! I got it after my first but it feels worse this time around ... Most days I'm ok and other I'm just so angry & frustrated and just feel like I'm only good for cleaning, cooking , babysitting family's kids and doing laundry ! At this point I'm excited to be going back to work in 4 weeks bc maybe I'll start feeling like myself again ! I hate my job but At least I got paid for slaving and being annoyed . lol and was around ppl my age ! Don't get me wrong I love and have enjoyed being home with my kids but I'm so ready to make my own money again and feel like a normal person who matters ! Lol is this normal to feel these feelings !?