Who would’ve thought I’d reach this point? Never in a million years did I think I would ever get over my loss. And even typing this now, the words “get over” don’t even sound right. I spent months spiraling into depression; failing a law school class and ultimately almost ruining my relationship with almost everyone close too me. I had too dig m myself out of a hole, all the frustration and pain I held in.

I lost myself after I lost my child. I stopped doing my hair and eating. I was a mess. Four months ago I would’ve told you I never was going too make it. Through therapy and miscarriage groups i’ve learned to accept that I am now apart of 1 in 4. Yes it does suck. Yes I do miss my angel baby. However, it’s my reality and it happened. You never know what is like until it happens too you; you read about it on this app but until IT HAPPENS TO YOU?? Oh you’d never understand. So here’s to my first cycle back ttc and the tattoo for my angel baby.

Gone, but never forgotten 🤍✨