Did your second pregnancy feel less “real” than your first?

Idk if it’s a second baby thing or just the stress of everything going on and this whole year feeling so uncertain, or the exhaustion of dealing with a toddler... but I’m more than halfway and it hasn’t fully hit me yet that I’m having a baby. I’m showing now and feeling kicks all the time but it doesn’t seem as magical this time, it just feels kind of normal? I miss the excitement and anticipation of my first pregnancy. Maybe I’ll start to feel it more when it gets closer. Is anyone else feeling like this?