Tww symptoms playing tricks on me!!! 😡

So been TTC for about 5 months and had a chemical pregnancy two months ago in August. Every month that I had every symptom (one sided dull cramps, fatigue, nausea, headaches, cold like feeling etc) I got my period and the only month that I felt no symptom at all was the one that I was pregnant but unfortunately resulted in chemical. This has made me so discouraged from symptom spotting. 😭 I’m now 12 DPO and don’t really have any symptoms whatsoever again. A part of my mind tells me that’s a good sign since that worked out last time lolll. But a bigger part is already so prepped for AF to show up again! Don’t even wanna bother to POAS. 😞

Anyone else go through this? Have symptoms every month but got BFNs but had no symptoms when you finally got your BFPs?