I was about to mess things up more

So I broke up with my ex a month ago and am still in the healing process and today I had a car accident and a fight with my younger brother so not my best day and I used to call my ex in these kind of situations to comfort me

Anyway I was about to call him even I felt weak today

I felt I was relying on him and still dépendant

Ughhhhhh i feeel tired of going through another breakup am tired truly

But I today I felt weak 😭😭😭😭😭😭