Changing body

I woke up today just having a really hard time accepting my very quickly changing body. I’m feeling sad about the numbers going up on the scale and how my bra size has gone up two cup sizes. I’m only 5”4 so I naturally don’t have much of a torso and watching my belly grow for this second pregnancy (quicker than before) it’s hard accepting. My husband don’t fail to tell me how much he loves the change and loves seeing this life grow inside me and how he thinks I’m even more beautiful... but it falls on deaf ears. He’s not the one frustrated thAt clothes don’t only look right, but they don’t feel right! The texture of my skin has changed, my hair is dryer and some how more greasy? The fact that your breathe hard with every task you do because there isn’t a lot of room already. It goes beyond just being worried my husband finds me attractive... I DON’T FIND MYSELF ATTRACTIVE! I DONT

FEEL GOOD (emotionally and physically) being pregnant is so beautiful and I LOVE this baby so much already but damn is it really hard mentally. I’m going on 21 weeks and I’m worried just how much change in my body I have had to this point and still have half my pregnancy to go😔 is anyone else feeling this way?