Nervous

Hi everyone! I've been afraid to post in any baby group because my husband and I have been trying for so long after getting pregnant for the 1st time in Jan 2018, and then miscarrying at 6 weeks. Since then, I've had 3 IUI's and have been on various amounts of Clomid and Femara with no results at all. I had an HSG in 2019, and both tubes werr open, but another one done this past October showed one blocked tube. It's been a very discouraging two and a half years.

Well, last week afyer being 3 days late, I took a pregnancy test that came back positive. I didn't believe it because I took one in June that showed positive, but then my period came that very same day. So I took another the following day. Positive. Then the next day. Positive. Then got a blood test done...positive! I had another blood test done 2 days later And my HCG levels had almost tripled from 102 to 294. That was last Wednesday. But with the miscarriage still looming in my memory, I'm having a difficult time feeling excited. I don't have a doctor's appointment set up yet. Right now, I'm only 5 weeks, so I feel like I wouldn't be seen til 8 weeks anyway. I'm trying not to be a bump on the log, especially for my husband's sake, but I don't want to get as excited as I was last time only to go in and be told bad news. Has anyone experienced the same?