Why? What have I done to be treated lile this? I do nothing but give an give to anyone an everyone! Am I really that bad of a person?! I love everyone until you do me wrong! I don't ever ask for it until recently but damn I need help! Is that to much to ask for? I've looked into the homeless shelters, 211, everything. I am on a 3 month wait list! Why is it I ask for help an I have to wait for help, why is it so wrong to ask for help? I just want my family back!!!!!

I'm 18 weeks pregnant with a babygirl, her name is gonna be Mazie Ellen Tompkins 💘! I am currently homeless sleeping in the back of my broke down car with my puppy Buttercup💋she just turned 1 on Halloween🎃! Every night when were laying down in the car, I cry to Buttercup for failing her, an my babygirl for being a bad mom, Mazie's dad is not in my life, either it's my ex's which he told me to abort her or it's the person who raped me an i don't want him in my life.

I use to have a beautiful home, a nice paying job, I got sick really bad an the doctor told me lay down an I have a respiratory infection, an I need to relax an not go anywhere for a week or so because i have bad asthma, an then covid came around, i lost my job, my house due to the Covid19. Since April I've been homeless couch hopping, unemployment is paying me 25$ a week.

I've been begging my parents to let me stay with them, they just ain't having it.. Idk what to do, friends help me out here an there. Thank you to everyone that let me vent an rant but right now I'm stuck.

Im trying to get a job an do right! Just give me some freaking credit, I wish someone would say they are proud of me!