Is this childhood trauma?

Question

For the first time in my life I tried meditating last night and listen to those healing sounds. It was fine, started thinking about my childhood and went to bed. Woke up today and been having not flashbacks but replaying memories from when I was a kid. I remembered a time In 6th grade we took a type of personality quiz at school and I remember looking at the results thinking this isn’t me. Now I realize that I circled the answers to the type of person my mom wanted me to be. I remembered feeling so depressed growing up cause I could never do anything right and I didn’t feel like me. I never voiced what I liked or didn’t like to not cause a problem. I was afraid of my mom and tried to avoid conflict. Even if I wanted water at someone’s house, I never asked so I wouldn’t be a burden. Then I remembered how in high school I started acting like the person I truly felt comfortable being and my mom hating it. I did whatever I could to be liked growing up. I think that’s people pleasing but not sure. These were memories I forgot I had, so is this childhood trauma or what?

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From what you’ve said here, it doesn’t sound like trauma so much as you remembering your internal conflicts from your childhood and the lack of compassion your mom had for your budding personality.

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I'll explain it this way. You may or may not get my point. 
 My gynocologist said : If you were Only molested as a child. Your mind and body can/will still react in the same way it would as if you had been raped. Being the muscles clinch and stuff, even if youre trying not to.  
So that being said it's a little different but still
In a way depending on the person the pressure of some parents can be that way. It's more neglectful than abuse I think. The reason being is because maybe if they knew that was the effect it had on you, they would had been able to change how they interacted with you. 
Some parent dont care and will want to make their kids a certain way though. 
It really just depends on the person as with everything. How they view the world for one and for two if they can see more than just their point of view. 
In the end though it could've had the same effect and if you feel it is holding you back maybe you should try and get some help for it. Self help or actual help. Knowing you need to deal with it is the first step.

Is this childhood trauma?

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