Have a problem

As my 6 weeks are ending this Saturday I’m PROBABLY going to return to work. I’m not sure yet, I have a big problem though... I don’t trust my child’s father and his mom and his family at all with my baby and other children. When someone ask to hold my baby I kind of freak out inside but I don’t show it and I DONT want anyone else caring for her because I don’t trust them at all with my kids and it’s probably because I know they won’t care for them like I do and their not gonna stay on top of her feeding schedule. Yet we do live together, but I don’t care I still don’t trust her father and nobody else around my kids. If I go to work I will be calling all day asking about my kids and probably have a panic attack. Sorry I just wanted to vent.... and no I have not told anyone else this thought.