Already feel like I'm cracking

This is obviously more of a vent than anything. Just to know I'm not the only one!

Today my baby girl is 3 weeks old, and I think we have hit the I'm not going to sleep at all stage during day or night. Her and myself. I feel completely drained! My husband is at work so I know he's exhausted by the time he gets home so I hate to ask much of him.

Today was just one of those days where I got nothing done. Couldn't do the dishes, no laundry which we desperately need done for myself and baby.

She is just fussy all day today. Nothing is doing the trick. If she does fall asleep its for no more than 10 minutes.

Then the dogs come into play. Im about two seconds away from removing my first babies. And I feel soooo guilty for thinking this.. they are doing nothing wrong. But they play with their bones and fling them around the room or just cause a lot of ruckus literally as soon as she falls asleep. Im just sooo shot right now.

Don't get me wrong I absolutely love our baby, but damn I just needed a nice vent. Especially being home alone and trying to get things done, at least go to the bathroom without the baby screaming or me yelling at the dogs. Its rough just being home alone all day every day. Ok I think my rant is over.. I think. I just need to continue my guilty crying until the hubby comes back home.