got my usual BFN, ttc 1 year

Officially hit the one-year mark of ttc #1 today. Feeling absolutely gutted, never expected it to take this long in my early 20s. Been a crying wreck all day, not to mention new neighbors stopped by and they’ve got a toddler who couldn’t be more than two, which just made me feel worse. I know it’s wrong to be so bitter but it seems like everyone’s got children but my husband and I, and it’s all we’ve wanted for so long.

Sorry for the bummer post, I just feel so hopeless. Trying Preseed next cycle for the first time to see if anything happens... And I’m definitely having a drink tonight, lol.