Help please

Girls, since I was younger I’ve always liked girls, I can’t help looking at them

When ever I’m out and about ect. The thing is I have two children and ttc number and I love my boyfriend and children. I just don’t know what to do! I’ve always felt some

Sort of attraction to women and I’ve never told anyone. I have dreams and fantasise about having sex with females :( I really am

So confused :( I do enjoy sex with my boyfriend but why do I think about how sex would be with females to :(