I need to be vulnerable

I’m struggling with being single. I know i need to leave my relationship it’s a dead end relationship we’ve been together for 6 years but I’m honestly scared. I really am, i told y’all i let him move in with me because i felt obligated to because we’re in a relationship. But in reality it’s my first apartment, first time being on my own I just want to enjoy life and see what it offers...i keep convincing myself it’ll get better etc and maybe one day it will.