Just needing some kind words...and a miracle.

I found out I was prego about 2.5 weeks ago. I had some bleeding but wasn’t due for a period so I took a test and it was positive. The bleeding was light/spotting but stopped. After a couple days it started up again and coincided with cramps so I was preparing for the worst. My doc ordered HCG and I’ve taken about 5 now and all were doubling appropriately until yesterday. I had so much hope. Also had an ultrasound yesterday but no baby could be seen, just empty sac. My sis thought it looked like two sacs, but when I got home last night and saw my HCG level hadn’t doubled appropriately I, again, am preparing for the worst. This morning I got the ultrasound report and sure enough it’s twins. But I know my HCG is too low so I am just sad and feeling so confused. I don’t know why my body is holding on to the pregnancy/pregnancies if it isn’t viable. Still waiting to talk to my doc but I know it won’t be good news. I often turn to this app for support, so any kind words would be great. If anyone could send a miracle, that’d be great too. 😭😭