Advice to cope?

Hi all

I wasn't really sure who or where to reach out but i just needed to vent.

2020 has been a hell of a year, for everyone. I get it. I just don't know how to cope.

So far this year, ive lost three very close people all to cancer and now my dad has been diagnosed with cancer. It's terminal and he has around 6 months left.

Im in my late 20s, have 5 young kids and one on the way. My husband and I were using contraception and it failed.

We were renting but our tenancy ended and the landlord moved back in. We're in a nationwide housing crisis. We're all (all 7 of us) living in emergency accommodation.

Im currently going through a custody battle with my older kids dad and he throws everything in my face like its my fault.

My husband and I have applied for over 80 rental properties in the last 4 weeks and been declined for all of them.

Everything just feels so hopeless. We're struggling to make ends meet and im so exhausted and want to give up. Any advice?

Sorry for the mess, needed to vent