Help! I’m terrified of having a miscarriage 😢


Is anyone else just constantly worried about having a miscarriage? I am 34 years old and this is my first pregnancy. This is our first child for both me and my husband and his family asks every time we see them when we are going to have a baby. My husband is the last of his siblings to have a baby. I’ve just waited so long for this day. This has been a long time coming and I had given up on the idea that I’d ever get to carry a child. I guess I’m just scared due to my age among other things. I have depression and anxiety. I’ve also had several procedures to remove precancerous cells on my cervix and I remember being told when I was younger that I would be at risk for preterm delivery. I don’t get to go to the doctor until 12/29 when I will be just over 10 weeks. Are there any other ladies my age that are first time mommas to be?