Hi I really just need help I’m so lost and idk what else to do, I live with my mom but we don’t get along at all which Ik is usually common but I just don’t understand how to even please her anymore she gets mad for everything I do I can never win with her. Honestly it’s gotten to a point where I’ve found myself having suicidal thoughts bc of how toxic she is, she refers to me as a prostitute and I find that most of her anger towards me is bc she says I remind her of her sister who she doesn’t get along with but bc of this she is extremely cruel with me I’m just barely 16 I can’t help what her sister has done but bc her and I look alike I’m getting punished she has gone as far as physically abusing me not to mention the mental abuse I go through everyday I recently went behind her back and got a job to try and save money towards moving back with my dad in California but she found out and took my credit card away from me and since I am a minor she has rights over my account and is able to withdraw money from my account so she was able to take everything I had saved bc she knew what I would use it for and I honestly just can’t with this situation anymore idk what to do I’ve gotten so desperate to the point of thinking about running away from my house and finding a way to make it to California on foot & hitchhiking which Ik is not safe at all but I just no longer have the money or resources to find a better option and I have no friends who support or care to help with my mental well being. I’ve never liked the thought of asking for money which is why I tried to do this on my own but I’ve run out of options. I ask that if you read this please say a prayer in my name I really appreciate it and I’m also here if anyone else may need to talk or simply vent thank you🤍