I'm a 17 year old Junior. My grandpa died in December of 2019 and my grandma died in January 2020. I miss them both so much and I have develped bad coping skills. I use to spend the Weekend there and when it was unsafe at my house. My dad is an alkoholic. I have really bad social anxiety, depression, and ptsd. My bad coping skills include not eating or eating to much, self harm, exessive sleeping, and drinking.

My gets verbially abusive, he lectures, and ones he pertended to be bull. He pushed me in the tub