Depression at a new rock bottom.

I’ve hit a new low in my depression. I have no friends, no real family, my husband is distancing from me and honestly I don’t think he even loves me. I cry constantly and I have to hide it because he offers zero comfort and makes me feel even worse just for existing. Every day I wake up I just wish that I hadn’t. I don’t know what to do anymore, I’ve never felt so worthless and alone. I just want to disappear.