Terrified of giving birth

As I am closer and closer to my due date I am more and more terrified of giving birth. I am not scared of the pain but dying at birth 😞

I don’t know why. I live in a country with a great medicine I am just sooo scared of leaving my husband behind with our boy. How will he manage?

I can’t bring it up because I will just get that I am being ridiculous. But I am really scared. I don’t want my husband to do it all alone 😞😞😞

Someone else? How did you get over it. It is so bad I just want to throw up thinking about it.