So nervous

As I get closer to 15 weeks I remember how I lost my son two years ago at exactly 15 weeks due to placenta abruption. I am so blessed to be pregnant and I just find myself constantly worried how this little guy is doing in there (we did sneak peak at 10 weeks to find out gender, it’s a boy!) but everything has been going well so far, I’ve had a couple of episodes of bleeding but it was related to irritated cervix, no sub chorionic hematoma, no issues with the placenta that they can see. So I’m just hoping everything will continue to go well so I can go full term and finally have a living child ❤️. I’m always wondering who my son I lost would have been, and I like to believe he is watching over his little brother.