Getting it off my chest

My husband and I have been trying for 10 months to get pregnant with baby #1. We have decided to seek help in January of December doesn’t work.

I am getting discouraged each month, and more and more with each social media friend baby announcement and now 3 close friends getting pregnant, I am sad for myself. My sadness for myself doesn’t take any joy away from how I feel for my friends (because they are fantastic people and fantastic parents), but I still feel justified having a pitty party for myself... if that makes any sense.

I just wanted to get that off my chest to people who understand.

Wish us baby dust- I am ovulating this week!