Retrieval pushed back again!!!

13 days of STIMS!!! I’m going crazy, I’m a wreck I cry at everything. Sunday I had 1 follicle that was 18mm plus.. so they wanted to give it another day. Monday I had 7 follicles 18mm+, so here I am today to see if the ones hanging around 13/14 have progressed so we can trigger and retrieve finally. I understand why my RE is doing what’s she’s doing it’s just so hard when we are paying for everything g out of pocket and at this point going day to day with appts, going to the pharmacy to pick up meds and trying to balance work in the mean time. When my RE called me yesterday I told her I just couldn’t stop crying. So she decided it was best to try taking some of the stress off my plate by writing me a work note to be off for the rest of the week, so I can focus on less things and be as stress free as possible. I feel for my husband as he gets the brunt of my emotions. It was so bad yesterday while I was at work I had to leave early because I couldn’t stop crying! Trying to find my zen here.

Hope all you wonderful women are doing better than I am!