T-minus 6 days

We scheduled my c-section today and I’m so nervous and just a ball of emotion.

I had my 1st emergency csection in 2016, a successful vbac in 2019 and now with my third my plan was to have another vbac but I’m having issues with my cervix to sum it up and my dr recommended I go ahead and just plan for a csection. I’m not sure why I’m so nervous/upset but I just am, I’m scared I won’t get that bond with my new baby because the only memory I have of a csection are from my traumatic first csection 😣