Would you go to your family’s for Christmas ?

So I have a 10 month old and I’m 6 weeks pregnant. I told my mother we would come to her house on Christmas. My siblings (5 of them and there kids and spouses ) they each have about 2-3 kids ) will all be there. It makes me a little nervous because idk what they do everyday and who they are around. Idk if it’s smart to go now that I’m thinking about it. I know she will be upset and mad. I didn’t go to thanksgiving and she was so hurt. She was like you go to the store and your around one of your sisters so why does it matter

I really want to go see my mom ( she works from home) but idk what to do . Do u think it’s safe