Does anyone else feel like this?

I feel sad, I feel like I’m a nuisance I feel like some people would be better off without me. I feel like I’m much sadder then the average person, I stress about everything, I worry about things that haven’t even and might not happen. I feel like some people can’t be bothered to deal with me that I’m too much and just cause them stress. I’m sad more then I’m happy I don’t wanna live like this I wanna be normal like everyone else, I’m worried because I don’t really have anything to be sad over so why am I so sad all the time. I’m letting myself go I don’t like how I look I don’t like anything about myself I don’t like my personality I wouldn’t even wanna be around me so how can I expect other people to. I want everything to go back to normal I hate how the world is right now and not even just coronavirus literally everything