Heart broken and confused 💔🥺

So got up this morning and wiped and there was a good amount of brown blood/ red blood on tissue so I took a test and my line is there still faintly that’s been there a week😩 the vvfl I have been praying and wishing for and it’s not an indent it’s in a light pink color.. I think Af is here and I couldn’t be more upset honestly.. I’m not bleeding heavy it’s super light still but I thought this was the one... maybe a chemical pregnancy happened who knows... maybe I’m not meant to be a mom...I know the frers aren’t faulty because I’ve had my friend take one and hers are completely negative not a faint line in sight... helpppp!!