28.5 y/o.. never married.. no kids..

Was in my relationship for almost a decade. He left by getting a place behind my back and moving out a day after telling me. I always wanted to be married and have kids..he said he did too. So 7 months later from the breakup and him and I formed a positive friendship?? Idk we arent together apparently but he wants to celebrate new years eve with me. Yet I'd have to pay travel myself to see him :/

Umm anyway my thing is I feel I'm wasting my time. I don't have much left to start a family :( I dont want to settle. I feel like it will never just be my time :( I wish more than anything to find someone to settle down with and start a family with :(

Is there any pointers or tips on what I should do? Like.. I dont think I'm ugly.. I look decent..I think.

Will post a picture. I just feel I'm wasting my life :(