This entire year has been so crazy for everyone.

In February, we found out we were having a second baby girl.

In March, my fiancé’s hours got cut at work.

In April, he was laid off.

In May, we were trying to figure out how to support a family of four on unemployment.

In June, we moved 1,700 miles away from our home for work.

In July we gave birth to our second daughter.

Ever since, I’ve been totally neglecting myself. I have PCOS and am currently unmedicated for it. I weighed 180lbs when I got pregnant in October of 2019.

As of today, I weigh 265lbs. My clothes don’t fit and I’ve lost so much confidence.

I used to be so full of self-love and appreciation for my body and I promise myself that in 2021, I’m going to be easier on myself in my weight loss journey.

Here’s to me and to anyone else struggling with PCOS, confidence, or self-love going into 2021. ✨🖤✨